me pre wedding that shell and i djed saturday night!
it was lots of fun but definately a weird gig.
we didn’t dance around like we usually do.
we didn’t chat or sing we were just an ipod playlist but it was fun and they couple were adorable, it was a pretty perfect wedding!
i have this theory that most relationships are formed from fear of loneliness, fear of social rejection and desperation.
seeing this reminds me of the rare find of true happiness with someone else.
I feel so many people are so scared of being along, or just go with the norm that they end up with friends or partners and they’re not truly happy.
then there are the people that believe they can only be happy if they have “someone”.
i’ve seen it before and it makes me proud to be happy with myself and just myself.
things i wanted to do by the time i was 25
i have this thought, had this thought no so of getting married 5 times in my life.
i use to work in the bridal industry and seeing so many brides more excited on the stupid things like invitations and dress then expressing their love for their partner made me hate the idea of a wedding, yet i do love a wedding! (yes i think i’m bipolar).
i also feel that it’s possible to love more than one person in a lifetime and it’s also possible to fall in love with someone when you are with another.
on my second trip to LAS VEGAS i wanted to marry a random.
we found him (we spied him as his friend was a babe, yes his friend was my first pick) we found a bridal party of randoms in vegas, a lady gave me $20 as a wedding present and then the chapel, the one britney got married in was closed.
i was then made aware you need to legalise it 24 hours before the wedding… fail!
the year before that a boy who thought he loved me wanted to get married so i could stay in america.
later on the 2007 trip when i was in montreal i saw my ex who proposed to me after a case of beer… classy!
my first boyfriend had plans to get married, he was also a christian. he is now married with a child!
my best friend and on again off again crush dylan once promised me we would get married and maybe one day we will.
a boy i’ve been seeing knows of this 5 weddings dream and is happy to help me.
i got a proposal last night from a friend half a world away, vegas styles!
so i have had a couple of chances, most in drunken thoughts but i haven’t got married and i’m ok with that.
i honestly don’t know if i ever will… i don’t have the time to.
day 3- letter to your parents
this is a photo of my parents, my brother and i when i was 8 and we were all in the bridal party of my aunty wedding.
my mum first set eyes on my dad because she thought he looked like Billy Joel.
they are amazing my parents, they are so supportive and my biggest fans.
what parents let their daughter party with her favourite band the week of her final exams?
or the day before the first day of year 12 go to the Aria awards?